Determined for Change

Getting hit by reality is not uncommon for me. I think it applies to everyone, although whether or not you respond to it determines the importance of it. But how to confront reality? Well, before physically going all out on it, take a step back.. absorb your surrounding and no I'm not referring to what's obviously in front of you, but more of a realization of you at that exact moment at that very spot you're in, all that you have encountered and fought through to get to where you are now, no matter what path it may have led you, just absorb it all in...
The next step, strive for change. You may think all is well and change is unnecessary,  but the truth is you've got to change, why else would reality strike? The goal may be the same everytime like changing to a better you, you're not doing it wrong, you're just doing it one step at a time.. My reality, this time, is to grow up. Leave everything aside and just grow up...