Exhausted

I couldn't sleep yesterday and had to leave home by 6 am to avoid the traffic. The good thing is I wouldn't miss a class, the bad though would mean waiting an hour until class starts. After that I headed home to get some rest just to wake up and realize I'm awfully late. Even though the place is a good 15 minutes if you step on it. I got back home to chill but only for a while since I've got college tomorrow morning.
I don't mind the constant long drive, however I become extremely tired and dead exhausted.

TeeJay

After a good night sleep. I woke up feeling a bit better with the world. An odd joy to move me throughout the day. After finishing work and driving for half an hour to head back, I was exhausted and wanted to relax. So I picked up my acoustic guitar, which I named TeeJay,  to play some songs that I liked. I'm not great with it, I usually strum chords. But still, I love the sound of it.
Anyways, something to know about me. I, along with others, would say in general I'm a happy guy. Nothing pulls me down unless I let it so. I realized that a while back and I love that about me. I feel different, in a good way.

Feeling Forgotten

I really dont know where all went wrong.. but I believe it all began after graduating high school. The friends I once had are no longer with me.. Not that they've passed away but it seems we've grown apart.
I used to complain about having too many different groups of friends and that I need to focus on just one.. But now, it feels like I don't have any.. no close friends, nor true friends, not even best friends. People I knew and cared for are ignoring me (I feel it) but I dont have a clue what I did wrong. If only I could go back in time and maybe be a different kind of guy...

Simple intro

My very first post.

The purpose of my blog is to use it to help me ventilate anything on my mind.. it may be boring to hear but it helps me to clear my thoughts...